Tagged by hellomybeautifulmistake
WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage: cherry kool-aid 2. last phone call: dad 3. last text message: mark 4. last song you listened to: She makes dirty words sound pretty -Pierce The Veil 5. last time you cried: a few days ago… HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone…
1. Fav drink: Lemonade
2.last phone call: mom
3.Last text message: Katie
4.Last song listened to: Often-the weekend
5.Last time you cried: A few hours ago
6.Dated someone twice? Yes
7. Have been cheated on? Yes
8.Kissed someone & regretted it: I could think of a few times
9. Lost someone special to you: yes currently
10. Been depressed? Something like that
11. Been drunk and thrown up: yes
12. List 3 fav colors: teal, pink, coral
IN THE LAST YEAR
13. Made a new friend: yes
14.Fallen out of love: no
15. Laughed until you cried: yes
16. Met someone who changed you: yes she’s amazing.
17. Found out who your true friends are: yeah for the most part
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah, it happens
19.Kissed someone on your FB list: I don’t use FB but considering I just got out of a relationship and she’s on it then yeah.
20. Do you have any pets? Yes I have dogs and cats
21. Do you want to change your name? Some days that would be cool but not really
22. Hung out with friends and family
23. What time did you wake up? 10 then I napped at 4
24. What were you doing at midnight last night? I was at a party
25. Name something you cannot wait for? Me to stop hurting
26. Last time you saw your mother? In person like a month on FaceTime a few days
27. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I wish I could still be with the love of my life.. But she has a new girl now so there’s nothing left to do.
28. What are you listening to right now? The movie in the background
29. What’s getting on your nerves right now? My feelings
30. Blood type: I have no clue
32. Relationship status: broken? But forreal single
Thanks for tagging me @nae-nae03 but I don’t want to finish the rest🙈 and I tag anyone who wants to do it.
I miss you, I miss everything about you and about us. It’s really hard to explain and really hard to take in but I try my best to stay strong. I feel as if I have to stay strong or at least look like I’m strong on the outside no matter how much I feel like I’m dying on the in. You made me the happiest person in the world when I was with you it was like nothing or nobody else mattered and although things never turned out the way we planned it was always an amazing time. But now it’s gone, the reason for wanting to get up in the morning the reason for going to sleep with a smile on my face the motivation to want to do anything has all disappeared. I sound so helpless and so pitiful but every time my phone rings I hope it’s your name that pops up on my screen even though I know it won’t be. Every song that comes on explains our situation and when picking songs I can’t help but listen to nickleback and songs like dreaming with a broken heart. The hardest part is the little things. The exciting moments throughout my day where I’d text you all excited and you weren’t that amused and you called me a goofball for thinking it was so hilarious like the animal vines. Or when I have practice and I want to come back to my phone and tell you all about it. Or even the little arguments we got into over who loved who more.. I look around and the only persons face I look for is yours and I see all these things around me and think we used to do that or oh she wouldn’t have liked that. Today I was about to take a bite of lucky charms but couldn’t get myself to do it because I know how much you hate them even if my favorite part is the marshmallows. You are the other half to my heart and I feel so empty without you. Please come back where you belong. I love you forever and always to the moon and back💕💍
It’s a terrible feeling to know that one day you can just wake up and the person you love just doesn’t want you the way they once did anymore.